Six weeks

Six weeks today and starting to thaw out. I’ve been pretty knackered, had sore boobs and queasiness so have started to relax (not a typo!) and hope for the best. What else can I do? Of course the fear is still there but it is not the fear, as most people think, of losing my baby. It is the fear of returning to the horror of infertility, the pain, the bitterness, the minute-by-minute struggle to get through the day. I can’t go back to that, I just can’t. I have to keep going, I have to have this baby.

24 Replies to “Six weeks”

  1. It’s probably not that much help, but I hope you know that we’ll all be with you every step of the way.

  2. have been following your blog and I admire your courage and strength. you are an inspiration to so many…wishing you and your little bean the very best

    anon. (MM)

  3. Yes, yes, absolutely great news. It is great that you are tired, a bit sicky (sorry but) because it is really happening for you this time. Still sending you positive vibes for you and baby!

  4. Feebee, I truly hope that all goes well for you. I check most days to see how you are doing.

    Patm

  5. Great to hear things are going well. I think you are right to just try to get on with it.
    Thinking of you.
    Ex

  6. Feebee, believe it or not but you are moving, right along……one day at a time…..one day at a time.

    Denise

  7. Feebee, thats great news, have been checking in on you daily for updates, glad to hear its all going well.

  8. Breathe in breathe out. One day at a time. This is great news though. Dare we hope? That word, Hope? I think we can hope now.

  9. Feebee…

    This is the first time I’ve logged onto your blog since I came back from my holidays. What wonderful news and you symptoms are exactly what I had on both of mine…I don’t think you will ever totally relax until that little one is in your arms…will keep you in my thoughts and prayers…

    Mia01101(MM)

  10. 6 weeks…only another 34 to go..I log on every few days to see your updates so so thrilled you are at this stage…

  11. Oh wow, Feebee, I’m so thrilled for you. 6 weeks, and its great news that you are getting symptoms now. I think its tomorrow you have a scan, am I right? Fingers crossed everything is measuring as it should. xx

  12. Hang in there – you are about 3 days ahead of me so I’ll be walking this path with you this time.

    This time we will both make it, this time we will both get to hold our baby. This time – it will be the one.

  13. Oh good Lord Feebee, my heart is in my throat. I’ve been offline for almost a month and finally checked in today! As always, you and baby are in my thoughts and my prayers. I hope the scan goes perfectly. Am thinking of you…

  14. FeeBee,
    I can only echo what everyone else has said – what wonderful news, and take it one luxurious day at a time.
    Just delighted for you both – hope the scan goes well xx

  15. favorite bit of seeing your Ryder Glass, every time a golfer do a new train golf swing, 6 yr older daughter might guffaw in addition to claim “ha, he is missed’

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